Post by dieslowdammit on Feb 14, 2008 0:39:58 GMT -5
As I sit here, staring at this computer screen, typing on this fucking computer, a bunch of words three quarters of you can't be fucked to read, I find myself wondering, "fucking why?" Why do this? None of you care, it's not your place to care is it? We sit here, typing our asses away for hours a day, wasted fucking hours every day typing about shit that's not even important..Predator, Brutality, Sean Lewis, Danny Danger... what do they all have in common besides being fictional efed characters? It's a side of us, one that we'd like to be able to let out at some point, but can't for some reason. It's just like a fucking human isn't it? To substitute for something that they cannot ecologically, nor physically be? If you think this is going to be an emo rant, then you may be correct, fuck you regardless. If you think this is ripping off of Abdul's "emo" Abdul Report, fuck off even harder. Abdul ain't the only fuckin' person here with a brain, so either read on or fuck the fuck off, or die maybe, whichever's your choice.
Look at efedding from an outsider's perspective. It's a bunch of dumbass geeks and nerds who are obsessed with a fake sport. And despite what you are in real life, in my fucking opinion... read it again, IN. MY. FUCKING. OPINION, each one of us is insecure in some way, I don't fucking care who you are. Some of us are more open about it, like fucking Cabbage, who utilizes the fact that he's fucking pathetic and annoying to garner some right-side sympathies and attention from people. Nevermind the fact that the poor stupid kid is practically spoon-fed, living in a country that not only is open-minded to a certain degree, but he's immensely talented at dancing hip-hop style, which if you watch T.V., could skyrocket him into something bigger than any of us, bigger than you, me, or your fucking mother. But what does he choose to do? Bang his fingers against a bunch of fucking keys, talking bullshit with a bunch of people who he will never meet.
We have BJ, who in my opinion is the efed anomoly. In the world of efedding, the world of graphical nerds and people who are willing to sit in front of a computer and teach theirself a program that people pay thousands of dollars and spend 4 to 6 years in college trying to master, he's the black sheep. The guy is an amateur BMX rider, and a good one, in the day and age when Extreme Sports is not only on the rise, but at the highest peak. Obviously, the guy is awesome, but inside, oh lol, inside I'd almost guarantee he's insecure, albeit he's not going to admit it. first of all, if you talk to the guy long enough, he exudes a fucking confidence that I've attacked people over, the annoying, holier than thou kind that tends to make more enemies than friends. What makes him feel the need to tell us simply how awesome and above nerds he is? Because he IS one, and doesn't want anyone to know it, that's what I think. He seems like the kind of guy who'd be nice to someone to their face, but sluff them off in front of their friends. Speaking of people like that.
My blud, Abdul. The dude's probably had the single biggest impact on my internet life. Did you know that the guy refuses to let people know that he's an efedder? He's so insecure with himself that he literally would lie himself out of admitting that he plays an online roleplaying game. So what does that make us? What if one of these mates he lied to about being a fedder just happened to see that he has a million contacts. Obviously, they're gonna wonder who we are, so they question him, and he snubs us off as someone unimportant, or retarded. And in a way, we'd be right, we are unimportant, and a bit retarded.
Look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself, are you entirely happy with what you see? If you say yes, and cannot find something you'd change about yourself, then you're lying, and probably BJ. If there's one thing about Don Hinson I've realized, it's that, even if he's a bold-faced fucking liar, even if he would bullshit you until he grew horns; he's trying to create a false perception of himself, probably because he's insecure with himself. Maybe you should stop looking down on him for that, and realize that if he IS lying, he's prolly some frustrated low-self esteem guy wanting attention. And every time you no0b the guy, no matter how much he "deserves" it, you're still just kicking around somewhere who's obviously been kciked in the few wrong places as it is. yeah, call me a bigot, i know I was on the "screw hinson" campaign. Hell, at first, I joined ECW so I could hack it, until i rationalized.
Even now, i'm wasting time talking to you people. On MSN is one thing, but no one is gonna read this bullshit. I ait here, not fucking know what I'm doing anymore. I'm an 18 year old, overweight fucking girlriendless jobless, fucking out of college guy in the prime of his life, and what am I doing? Wasting it with fedding.
No, this isn't my retirement, this is my LOA. I'm gonna stick around and help staff wise, but as an RPer here, I'm through, for a while atleast. Say what you want, idfc, and right now, i cant be fucked to care about alot of things.
Look at efedding from an outsider's perspective. It's a bunch of dumbass geeks and nerds who are obsessed with a fake sport. And despite what you are in real life, in my fucking opinion... read it again, IN. MY. FUCKING. OPINION, each one of us is insecure in some way, I don't fucking care who you are. Some of us are more open about it, like fucking Cabbage, who utilizes the fact that he's fucking pathetic and annoying to garner some right-side sympathies and attention from people. Nevermind the fact that the poor stupid kid is practically spoon-fed, living in a country that not only is open-minded to a certain degree, but he's immensely talented at dancing hip-hop style, which if you watch T.V., could skyrocket him into something bigger than any of us, bigger than you, me, or your fucking mother. But what does he choose to do? Bang his fingers against a bunch of fucking keys, talking bullshit with a bunch of people who he will never meet.
We have BJ, who in my opinion is the efed anomoly. In the world of efedding, the world of graphical nerds and people who are willing to sit in front of a computer and teach theirself a program that people pay thousands of dollars and spend 4 to 6 years in college trying to master, he's the black sheep. The guy is an amateur BMX rider, and a good one, in the day and age when Extreme Sports is not only on the rise, but at the highest peak. Obviously, the guy is awesome, but inside, oh lol, inside I'd almost guarantee he's insecure, albeit he's not going to admit it. first of all, if you talk to the guy long enough, he exudes a fucking confidence that I've attacked people over, the annoying, holier than thou kind that tends to make more enemies than friends. What makes him feel the need to tell us simply how awesome and above nerds he is? Because he IS one, and doesn't want anyone to know it, that's what I think. He seems like the kind of guy who'd be nice to someone to their face, but sluff them off in front of their friends. Speaking of people like that.
My blud, Abdul. The dude's probably had the single biggest impact on my internet life. Did you know that the guy refuses to let people know that he's an efedder? He's so insecure with himself that he literally would lie himself out of admitting that he plays an online roleplaying game. So what does that make us? What if one of these mates he lied to about being a fedder just happened to see that he has a million contacts. Obviously, they're gonna wonder who we are, so they question him, and he snubs us off as someone unimportant, or retarded. And in a way, we'd be right, we are unimportant, and a bit retarded.
Look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself, are you entirely happy with what you see? If you say yes, and cannot find something you'd change about yourself, then you're lying, and probably BJ. If there's one thing about Don Hinson I've realized, it's that, even if he's a bold-faced fucking liar, even if he would bullshit you until he grew horns; he's trying to create a false perception of himself, probably because he's insecure with himself. Maybe you should stop looking down on him for that, and realize that if he IS lying, he's prolly some frustrated low-self esteem guy wanting attention. And every time you no0b the guy, no matter how much he "deserves" it, you're still just kicking around somewhere who's obviously been kciked in the few wrong places as it is. yeah, call me a bigot, i know I was on the "screw hinson" campaign. Hell, at first, I joined ECW so I could hack it, until i rationalized.
Even now, i'm wasting time talking to you people. On MSN is one thing, but no one is gonna read this bullshit. I ait here, not fucking know what I'm doing anymore. I'm an 18 year old, overweight fucking girlriendless jobless, fucking out of college guy in the prime of his life, and what am I doing? Wasting it with fedding.
No, this isn't my retirement, this is my LOA. I'm gonna stick around and help staff wise, but as an RPer here, I'm through, for a while atleast. Say what you want, idfc, and right now, i cant be fucked to care about alot of things.
